Kelmarin 22/9 @ Pakcik's new house.
he is my mom's cousin. since my mom the only sibling, so dia mmg rapat ngan cousins dia. Anyway this is pakcik's 2nd house. since dia kawen dua haha lariiik!











Semalam 23/09 at my auntie's house.
she is my dad's sister. its my cousin's besday anyway. closest cousin. he is 15th!






Today 24/09
Ni la kete laki yang hensem itew di uitm hahaha. dia currently sedang praktikal dia pejabat am fakulti daku. he smells good! siyesly. bukan niat tau. tp terbau bile lalu sebelah dia. haha i luv his smells.

Once upon a time...

Semalam punya citer

Semalam khamis kan? hah tak posting sbb too tired to type pun huhu

as usual pegi kelas. remember that guy i told ya b4? yg nak kenalan ngan kawan i? hah even daku sangat la kuciwa tp maintain dlm kelas. dia tego, aku daku tego dia balik. dia tny, daku jwb.

tp setelah daku maintain2 dlm kelas ini. dia buleh mintak plak no tepon kawan aku. siotttt. dlm ati membara je nih. jeles? ntah. marah? ntah. i dun luv him. i dun even like him. i just admired him. hoh ape beza words ini ek? nvm

balik je kelas, i singgah tesco. hah ari rabu tu ade la tgk satu website ni. nampak simple je. so nak try la kan. almaklumla nak raya2 ni. this is my 1st time ever tau. jgn gelak tau.

ni la hasilnye



its a giant cup cakes. ekeke nape jd giant? sbb saya tak jumpe bekas cup cakes so i decided to do in bigger cup ekeke. mana topping nye? i dont do the topping due to my dad's health. kang dia telan air liur je tgk. ni pun mak dah asked for kurangkan gula sbb nak bg abah rase same. punye la tak sabar nak tunggu bukak pose sbb nak rase hasil jerih payah ku.

this is my 1st cake. i luv to cook. but not in baked. my 1st time buat cookies plak raya taun lepas. taun ni mak dah sindir2 bile nak buat kuih raya. hahaha akan ku pekakkan tinge. penat la buat sebenarnye. baik la masak spaghetti ke takpun tny recipe mee kaler ungu brother ni. hehehe

ok la happy fasting yall

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Life

ehem. esok 20/9. my mom's 53rd birthday. so after chit chatting, discussing ngan my bro what to buy for mom. hah ni la hasilnye dari kami berdua

a black handbag and a watch. kenapa beli ni? kalo nak beli tudung, dia pun dah manyaaakkk tudung. dan tatau nak beli kaler ape. so ni je la 2 anak dia mampu mau beli. at 1st dulu dia ade ckp berkenan ngan satu handbag cap ELLE. tapi malangnye, bile pegi jusco suda tade. yg tinggal hanyalah merah. kalo dibagi kat akak ni buleh la. kang kalo mak daku tidak dipakai plak. so nape beli beg besar? typical mak, suke letak segala dlm beg dia. dia kata senang. tak la kene bwk byk beg. dari ke wallet, cermin mata, medicines,novel, henpon, buku telepon kecik dia, segala bil nak kene bayar hahaha dan kadang2 wallet anak pompan dia pun akan disumbat dlm beg yg sama.

Nape kami pilih jam? even baru2 ni dia baru beli jam? sebab dia yg CKP! kan bes kalo ade jam yg muka nye panjang. so apa lagik? mari beliiiiiii! settle kan? malam ni ade makan besar kami 4 beranak. ala kecik je family aku. tp mmg ni la pesen kami tetiap arijadi ahli kuarge. malam besday mesti pegi makan besar. mana tempat? ntah. tidak diberitahu oleh abah. so arini tayah p pasar ramadhan. yey!

ni citer len plak


ini anak org sebelah. nama dia irfan. gamba ni masa aidilfitri taun lepas. malu2 je

tapi.....
sejak dua menjak ini, kan main gemor dia dtg umah. tak kire mase. dan paling dia suke...

main tepon. kan main suke lg dia ngan tepon umah ni. di hentak2, di seret2, di ajukan telepon tu kat kaki kosi, meja. bajet kosi leh ckp hello kot? kadang2 sampai ke depan umah dibawak nye tepon tu nak suh tayar motor abang aku ckp hello. haha klaka2


paling penting, cukup ske org amik gamba dia ngan tepon. hahaha

Kebetulan ke ape ek

yesterday evening, while im surfing, ade la call in thru my henpon. hah lebey kurang cmni

caller: hello, boleh cakap ngan Ella?

saya: hah ni Ella, sape ni?

caller: amir ni.

saya: amir mana plak ni? (btol2 bingung time ni)

caller: astaghfirullah, tak ingat dah amir? kawan lama?

saya: amir? haish, mana saya ade kwn nama amir (ni btol2 lepas dah puas pk)

caller: laa. sampai ati dah lupe, kite kan blaja same2 kat perak dulu.

saya: ye ke? cm tade je kwn nama amir dulu

caller: sampai ati awk lupe saya. kite kan blaja sama2 kat Politeknik Ipoh dulu

saya: hahahahahahaha confirm salah org ni. saya tak blaja pun kat sana.

caller: eh? ye ke? tp nama awak Ella?

saya: aah. dan blaja kat perak jugak dulu.

caller: awak jgn main2. ni no 012460456*?

saya: bukan2. tu bukan no saya. confirm salah org.

caller: abes awak org mana?

saya: hah yg tu dah tayah jawab ok.

caller: ok2 sorry ganggu. kebetulan cmni pun ade ek?

saya: hah ni dah ade.


p/s Ella adalah panggilan dirumah oleh family dan kawan2.

After Sahur..

arini sahur yg ku harus tahan mata sbb kul 6 dah nak siap2 pegi skola.
kalo tido balik, harus la telajak. ala 1/2 jam je nak tido? buat pening kepala je.
tahan ke idak mata ni dlm kelas nnt, sama2 la kite nntkan hehehe.
last thursday dah buat dah cmni, tp ngantok to da max. arini kene kuatkan semangat.

Selamat Berpuasa. Puasa jgn tak puasa.

Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Kelima
Allah SWT akan mengurniakan pahala seumpama pahala orang-orang yang mengerjakan sembahyang di Masjidil Haram, Masjidil Madinah dan Masjidil Aqsa.

Normal day

hey.

my dad is recovering from his illness. no wonder dia saket manjang. dia mmg demam, dia mmg gastrik. tp 2 penyaket tu dtg in a package with kadar gula dlm badan is 20! i was so damn shocked. dia tak pnah jadi cmtu. he is diabetes patient. but slalu nye kadar kandungan gula dia 4-5. siyesly dia sangatla menjaga makan dan minum dia. tp agaknye bile demam, tekak tak sedap. sume bende manis jadi sedap ditekak.

after 3rd time pegi jumpe doktor, baru la tau pasal tu. so doctor asked him tu inject himself everyday. luckily jiran sebelah ni medical assistant. so dia la inject kan tetiap malam. tp malam ni i yg inject for my father. ketar2 gak la jari jemari ni nak mencucuk tangan abah sendiri.

anyway hes getting better. alhamdulillah. siang td dia baring depan tv kat hall and it ended with i pun join sama. tp i yang tido bagai nak rak. hehe. sorry abah! bangun je dah kul 5. apa lagi, tugas bese ku di bulan Ramadhan, pegi pasar ramadhan. haiyo. mencik bosan weh ari2 muke aku kat sana. tapi takpe. pegi sorang2 ni cpat balik. tak sampai 15 minit je p pasar tu. balik je tolong mak masak. hah sape kata saye tak membantu mak di dapur? lepas bukak pose, kene basuh pinggan lagi. hah dah rase bibik dah ni. tp takpe, bukan selalu dpt makan semeja seisi kuarge.

tonite i duk umah je, tgk tv with my abah. Seputih Kain tajuk drama melayu tu. insaf gak la nengok cite tu. tp cite tu mcm tibe2 je abes. i mean tgh syok2 kat klimak cerite, tibe2 abes. hampeh sungguh itu drama. tp stil insaf. siyes.

take care

Halo.

Harini hari tido sedunia. Bangun je tido, mandi, tgk tv kejap, tido balik.
mata ni asyik nak pejam je. sampai ke petang. pastu p bazar ramadhan sorang2.
tak sampai 15 minit dah balik. tolong mak masak.
bukak pose. makan, tolong mak lagik, basuh baju, sidai baju
kuar supper ngan sidah and sepul. hoho ni paling bes skali dlm arini eheheh

as usual, mc chicken for me with air ribena. nyam2

skang pun rase ngantok lagik. babai. nak tido

OMG

i like this one guy. not for love. just admire him. i love to see his face. a shy face
been couple of months i tried to start a conversation with him. finally, i got the chance.
he taught me in the class. i was so damn happy. but to bad for me after talking about 15 minutes,he talked to my friend who seated beside me. then he said to her,

"muka awak manis la, saya minat kat awak, jom kite kuar p makan2 ke?"

OMG! dia tego i sebab nak tego kawan sebelah i? Enough Comment.
Selamat Berpuasa.

To All BlogBuddies

Selamat Menyambut Bulan Ramadhan
dan
Selamat Menunaikan Puasa

This fis or Sean

5 BeNdA DaLaM bEg SaYa
- books
-stationaries
-matrix card
- tissue
-kipas tangan


5 bEnDa DaLaM bEg DuIt SayA
-money
-id card/license
-atm card
-receipts
-pictures

5 bEnDa FaVeReT dALaM bIlIk BujAnG sAYa
* bed
*laptop
*meja study
*books
*food

5 PeRkArA yAnG sAYa NaK lAkUkAn
* class
* sleep
* rest
* relax
* PUASA hahaha

5 PeRkArA yAnG sEdAnG dIlAkUkAn
* surfing
* asnwering dis ques
* thinking
*typing
* breathing haha

5 OrAnG yAnG sAyA nAk TaG ?
- Anne
- Lestat
- LilyLulu
-Nawwar Izyan
- Cleo
- DiaHaris

My Abah

this is abah. abah was ill for the past two weeks. nak kata demam pun ye, kaki dia bengkak pun ye, gastrik pun ye. kesian abah. tak lalu makan, tak lalu jalan, tak lalu keje. Kami sume susah hati. oleh kerana dah 3 kali pegi klinik tak jalan jugak, my mom and me pegi satu umah ni, this nenek wat air jampi. dia kata abah kene tegur dek hujan panas. maksud nye terkena hujan panas and bile dia pening2, sapu ngan minyak panas, tros tekejut sendi2 badan. so dia bagi air utk minum dan air utk mandi. hopefully abah will get well soon. coz i miss abah. i only can see his illness and hopeless face for these few days. tak salah kite berikhtiar kan? puasa dah nak dekat. sian abah kalo stil cmni. well at his age, gastrik plak tu, we understood if he cant pose. but abah selalu tabah dan sabar menjalani ibadah puasa. pls pray for him.

p/s this picture was taken on previous Aidilfitri.

No Pot Pet

Venue: De' Seri Hendon Hall Putrajaya & Mc Donalds Shah Alam.

Pentandingan Akhir Kuiz Pelaburan Peringkat Universiti

The Finale - UM, TAR College, USM

Orang len sibuk tgk kuiz, kami sibuk snap2

sempat lg anyam ketupat

sampai ade yg tetidur. lariik!

hah dah mangon pun dari tido. pay attention pls.

and the winner is.... Tuanku Abdul Rahman College!

1st runner up goes to USM!

last but not least, 2nd runner up goes to UM.

sesi makan free after the event. cis! hamik gamba tanpa diriku

rombongan cik nazla

bile masing2 dah lama tak naik bus. ni la jadinye...

the birthday girl @ McD.

sesi menjamu selera bersama sama.

lapo benor nengok si Jery ini.

Results : Dapat beg skola tajaan PNB. haha esok nak pakai p kelas. yey!


p/s due to letih org nak bace. ni je la ade. jgn letih tgk gamba udah le hehehe

Ni cite semalam

hey blog.

since hari semalam sangatlah memenatkan, postponed posting. tido lagi bes. so arini baru leh posting. sebab ade mase nih.

smalam as been told nak kene balik kampung ade aktiviti menebas kubur. so last 2 night i sleep around 4am. skali tak sangka mak kejut ajak balik kampung at 6! huwaaa. seksanye mate ku utk dibuka. tp mengambil hati nye pasal (yela dah la balik lewat malam tu) so bangun je la dgn rase berat mate. dlm kete pun kenot sleep. amik ati. hehe kang kene bebel2. so baik besakan mata.

sampai kampung around 8am, so tros p kubur with sedara mara. this activity memang tetiap taun ade. and mak abah mmg akan suh kami dua adik badik pegi. tade kata paksaan since kami dah besa2 ni. tp pk sendiri la. sape lg nak pegi kalo tak kite? bukan wat pe, kemas2, lap batu nisan, tuka kain putih, cangkul sana sini sket, bace doa dah abes. see, sronok tau! time ni la jumpe sedara mara. but sorry no pictures. takot! haha

pas balik dari kubur tu kire singgah umah pakcik nearby. makan2 makan2 dan makan lagi. huhu. bese la bile sedara mara balik, pakcik mesti masak macam2. sume lauk feveret anak2 sedara. SEDAP! Dah alang2 balik kampung bersihkan kubur belah ayah, teros la singgah Jeram pegi bersihkan kubur belah mak pulak. see, i dun have any grandpa or grandma. both side. my mom tade siblings. LAGI LA KAMI YG KENE WAT! then tros balik umah around 2pm.

hah ingat dah abes cite ku? dlm kul 3pm i kene drive p Sepang plak. one of my previous jiran ( dah anggap saudara) buat kenduri. dulu dia jiran i b4 dia kawen. kami panggil Cik Li. hah jgn tatau mase kecik2 jiran sebelah ni umah org bujang. i slalu p umah depa suh pakaikan baju hahaha. bawak jalan2 naik moto, bwk jalan2 p jumpe awek. siyesly i do remember that. around 7pm i tolak balik dari Sepang. sampai umah around 8.30 after bought dinner for abang.

penat? SANGATLAH PENAT. i think ni caused by my full activities for the whole weekend. siyesly collapse. hehe. so balik je, mandi, gosok baju and tido at 915pm hahaha bes bes.

arini p kelas as usual. ngantok tu ade lg sisa baki hehe. esok i will attend a program by PNB at Putrajaya. YEY naik bus uitm. hehe tak pnah naik bus tu. excited nih. expecting pictures? will do bebeh

Weekend

Hello.

I woke up a bit late, after helping my aunty yesterday. Nadia, Leely and me went to Midvalley.

this is for lunch. quarter black pepper with coleslaw, mashed potato and macaroni and cheese. added with ice lemon tea and vanilla muffin as for desert.

As usual, cuci2 mata, tgk barang. dengan harapan dari umah, i dont want to buy anything. coz nothing to buy. sume pun masih ada lg. so tade list dlm kepala nak beli apa. tp, bese la itu sume janji sebelum sampai je. bile dah sampai, mcm2 mau beli juge. ended with beli toiletries, jalan2, makan lagi, jalan2, makan lagi and last i bought a gucci perfume. mmg sedang mencari perfume and cadang2 nak beli ultraviolet by paco rabbane. but end up with gucci envy me.

then bile balik, one of my classmate masa skola menengah called, ajak lepak. gile lama tak jumpe this indian and malay boy ni. so around 9.30pm we decided to meet at Pak Li seksyen 7, Shah Alam. kitorang mmg gelak sakan la malam ni. mcm2 dibualkan. dari hal sekecik kecik, sampai la hal sebesar besar. cite pasal zaman skola rendah, skola menengah, apa cite skang. sume nye klaka. bile pk balik, wah nakal nye aku dulu time skola. tp SKANG DAH BAIK YE. hehe

this is Khirza. saya satu skola ngan dia sampai darjah nam je. yg best nye, kitorang masih contact. comel je dia nih. paling tabest dia bukak cite sama leely ngan nadia pasal my puppy love when i was in standard 3. hahaha sumpah diorang tatau. si Khir ni la bukak cite td. hampeh. malu i. mana laki tu skang? suda bahagia disamping awek yg jeles tahap gile babeng.

this si Shatysh. we used to call him as keling murtad. ye la, dia tak pandai ckp tamil, dia tak berada dlm kelompok kwn2 tamil. dia kawan ngan kami2 yg melayu2 ni. so cakap la hape saje, dia buat tak heran je. apa yg best tentang dia? sampai skang dia masih menulis dgn cara yg same. nak tak cmne? tau pembaris plastik lama? yg mudah patah? sebelum korang tuka ke pembaris plastik yg agak kurang mudah patah. ala yang ade byk kaler tu. yg tetengah pembaris tu ade lubang bujur panjang. tau tak ni? hah dia akan tulis dlm tu kalo nak salin pape dlm buku dia. gile klaka. skang bakal jadi auditor, tp stil tulis cmtu. LIKE TAK BLEH BLAH. haha mmg bahan gile la bende tu dari skola.

banyak sgt cite2 kat skola dulu ungkit balik malam ni. ketawa sampai naik pening!. mak sampai dah tepon tanya bile mau pulang. ye la kuar tgh hari, 12 tak sampai2. esok mau pulang ke kampung. ade aktiviti gotong royong menebas kawasan kubur. tatau la tempat len ade ke tak cmni. tp mmg dari kecik, sebelum bulan pose, mesti ade aktiviti ni. dan tak pnah tak p accept for bile kat uitm perak dulu. tak dpt p sbb nak exam. skang bile dah besa2 ni, pandai2 sendiri la pk nak pegi ke tak. bukan lawat org len, atuk nenek, sedara mara sendiri. bile lg?

ok la thanks for reading.

Susah Rupenye

hey buddies.

nak share satu pengalaman menarik yg i earned tonite.

ptg td a cousin called, ajak p meniaga. my aunty is peniaga kat pasar malam. since my kakak saudara tak dpt bwk aunty, so i diminta tlg oleh my 15 years old cousin utk bwk diorang p meniaga kat pasar malam. my aunty ni jual murtabak, kuih2, nasi tomato. so dari tade buat pape baik la i tolong my aunty yg baru je kematian suami last February.

bawak van tu mmg la mudah. tp nak punggah barang meniaga tu azab nyeee. berat! kuali leper, tong gas, meja, payung, kuali, bekas itu bekas ini. ari plak baru pas ujan. air bertakung je kat tapak meniaga. omg! sangat penat ok. then kan kite dpt tgk macam2 kerenah manusia nak membeli ni. bukan senang rupenye kite nak dpt duit org len. "kak, karipap tu inti nye ape?" "kak, kuih ni pedas ke tak?" "Dik, murtabak ni bole potong empat tak?" "Dik nasi tomato ni ade sup ke tak?" bukan senang penjual ni rupenye nak dpt rezeki.

and satu lg i amazed is, my aunty is about 60 years old and dia masih kuat. kudrat dia tu masih kuat lagi. malu plak aku ni yg mude belia ngadu penat, lenguh2 kaki. and now i realized betapa matured nye my 15 years old cousin ni. ye la, anak tunggal and baru je ayah ninggal. he has to be with his mom. dgn nak PMR lagi. my aunty kawen quite late with my late uncle. so kecik lagi cousin ni. tp dah matured. maybe he realized apa tanggung jwb dia pada mak nye. so i wont say anything utk ngade2 ngadu saket ke penat ke. bayangkan my cousin tu kene tlg mak nye niaga ari2, sedangkan esok pagi nak skola.

hah lg satu, bile dah tlg niaga ni kan, agak kekok la bile bab bungkus membungkus ni, bile tgh glabah2 tu, aunty pun ckp la kat org membeli tu, mcm ni lebey kurang "ni hah anak sedara tgh amik degree kat uitm, saje ajak dia" hahahaha promosi itu penting. pd makcik2, pakcik2 yg dtg td tau la ai mude belia lagik. selain tu, bleh juge jamu mata. hahaha.


enough said. im tired. nanite

Living the Dream

No interesting story to tell everyone. No pictures.

Kinda bz. With tests, assignments.

Since one of my test failed, so i must try harder

for other subject. Take Care

cube teka apa maksud gamba ni, actually was taken kat area uitm perak dulu.

Revenge part 1

remember lalats yg ganggu kak red? well after all she posted, the lalats sms to kak red's wife, what kind of car she drives, keje kat ne, dimana, sape dia? nak tgk? ekekeke

mari la tgk beramai ramai. nak post takot tak dpt kebenaran dari tuan punye blog. so mari pegi blog dia. gamba dia ada ni hah kat sini lawa ke? u decide ok. kalo lawa cmne pun korang ckp, bg aku dia tetap buruk. buruk tang hati. tegamak kaco umah tangga org.

just think one thing, if u dah buat kat org cmtu, nothing impossible u akan kene the same way.

so dun do that even ure so despreately nak carik teman. i am siyes on this part.

by the way, today i ade pop test. ape tu pop test? test mengejut! hah nak maki pun kenot, dah mmg kite ni kene ready jugak kan. but to be honest i dun think this is fair. and nak tau what i get for the marks? 10.5 over 40! im failed! i really2 have to struggle on the 2nd test if nak jam tangan dari mak. hehehe. tp mcm tinggal kenangan je....

Kenapa ek?

Meh sini nak tanya satu bende ni. musykil tol.

nape ek manusia ni tak pnah puas ngan apa yg dah ade depan mate?
ok, bagos la kalo sentiasa nak baiki idop nih,
tp bia la kene pada tempat dan keadaan.
reason nye pun kene la btol.
jgn sampai nyusahkan org len, mengganggu keamanan org len,
ganggu gugat family org, mengguris hati org len.
btol kalo org kata, kalo kite nak sesuatu kene la usaha sungguh2.
tp kalo kite nak sesuatu yg bukan milik kite, tu dan lawan takdir.
nape perlu sakiti org len hanya utk dptkan kebahagiaan utk diri kite?

kesian la sorang kakak nih. salah ke dia tgh mengecapi episod2 bahagia dia?
kite yg tgk ni, tumpang gembire dah la. tumpang tgk senang, tumpang rase bahagia.
yg nak ganggu family dia buat ape? truthly, i admired her.
she has a lovely family, good career i guess and happy life.
so nape kite nak ruined her life for our happiness?
cube sok luse kite lak kene? sanggup tak?
jgn kaco umah tangga org. jgn kaco life dia.
nothings wrong with her being so diva. she deserve it.
toksah kaco dia nak enjoying her life. through blog ke papers ke futsals ke
hape saje la. jeles ke? ko tado? takpe la kak, ramai lagi yg sayang akak.
toksah la asyik pk kan org2 yg nak jatohkan akak tu. ramai lg bakang akak nih.
org yg sabar selalu menang kak. jd diva mmg slalu org dengki.
to the lalats,
JGN KACO UMAH TANGGA ORG!

50th Merdeka

Sebutir bintang di ufuk timur - satu lagi bintang kebebasan untuk orang Asia. Sebuah harapan baru menjelma... suatu harapan yang telah begitu lama diimpikan kini menjadi kenyataan

by: Almarhum Tunku Abdul Rahman.


Hey. Selamat hari merdeka! It’s a holiday yall. Hehe. Apa aktiviti utk public holiday ni? Forsure ade aktiviti menarik nak buat kan? Ye la cuti nye sampai la ke ahad. Anyway ape korang wat malam td? Kat mana korang sambut ambang merdeka?


I went to damansara mutiara and to be exact ikano. Sbb ade konsert kat sana. Ade la 3-4 artis yg ade. Reshmonu, zainal abidin and etc. ramai mmg la tak tekire. But I enjoyed myself there. Even memule nak p putrajaya tp tak jadi sbb kawan tu tanak p. but sokkay kot dgr2 lebey 150000 people kat putrajaya last night. Phew! Quite many kan?


Tp kan dalam pada bersuke ria tu kan, aku terpk gak. apa sebenarnye merdeka pada aku. Buat kesekalian kali nye aku tny pada diri aku. Merdeka tu bukan hanya bebas sepenuhnya dari penjajah. Tp bg hidup aku skang, merdeka tu bile bebas dari pkran negative. Mmg ya aku bosan tanpa seorang bernama bf. Mana tak nye. Kebanyakkan kawan sume bz malam tu. Either tak jadi pegi atau pun sbenanye ade program lain. Ala bese la kalo dah last minute kata tak jadi pegi tu 40% org akan ckp yg btol2 ade last minute urgent. But 60% lain sbenanye ade program lain. Siot sungguh! Terpinge pinge carik member nak buat teman.


Bile aku kat tetengah org ramai, kebanyakan nye berpasangan. tp ada gak mak ayah, abg adik, kakak abg. well to be honest, dah lama tak kuar cmtu with family since my mom pun dah tak larat nak jalan and diri lama2. One of my friend ckp ‘ kite kene carik bopren pasnih’ well now I realized. Recently I terpk kan a man in my life adalah hanya utk memenuhi ruang yang kadang2 kosong dlm idop aku. Hanyalah sekada alasan utk merase diri ni sama mcm org len. Skang aku paham, nape aku slalu pk pasal ni. Aku hanya mencari alasan utk mekaburi hati dan pkran aku sendiri dari berpk tentang hal lain. Menjadikan ia sbg alasan utk aku tidak harungi idop aku dengan sepuasnya. Skang aku baru tahu, aku tak perlukan alasan untuk menghargai idop aku, dunia aku.


Lagi satu, sempena merdeka aku nak ckp satu bende, aku tanak jadi pak turut org dah. Aku tanak asyik jaga ati kwn, aku tanak asyik tolak ansur dan aku akan menjaga ati aku dulu! Diri aku harus diurus dulu.


Tp nak tau satu cite yg jadi kat konsert tu? The fireworks were amazing siyesly. After the countdown, the fireworks, ade la lagu sudirman yg merdeka tu. But apa yg I suprisedkan theres no Negaraku or even Jalur Gemilang. Mana pegi ek? Hope pasni org yg in charge kene lebey prihatin pd aspek gini. Pas nyanyi2, ade free open floor arranged by dj jackman and skeletor. Its was fun! I danced, I sang and I laughed to myself. Fyi I never go to any club for clubbing b4, so kat sini je la ala ala clubbing ku. Cayolah den.



kami *winks*



met nadia's fren here.



met wit my irc's fren. its been ages i never see her. hi tash! LOL



kami ni mmg suke amik gambau. takleh kate ape. musti diselitkan disini

My Celebrity Look ALikes

New Start..New Beginning

Ive been thinking.

I cant keep going acting like this

Acting like i dont care.

I do care bout my studies, family and friends.

And most important thing is,

I do care bout MYSELF.

But truthly,

I am confuse bout myself.

I dunno why i always feel bad & angry.

I do have shoulders to cry on,

But I dont know what to cry of

End of the day, i just cried.

And i feel free.

No more cries.

wish me luck.

Im not sleeping yet

hey. usually i dah tido at this hour. since i have a test tomorrow. eh my bad, i mean this morning since skang suda lebey kul 12. and i have to do an assignment. due esok juge. so decided to posting kejap. huhuhu.


apa mau ckp ek? saya mau ckp SAYA SANGAT NERVOUS utk test esok. seriously i cant understand apa yang lecturer tu ajar for the past one month. so i decided to blaja sendiri through text book and via answers given by the lecturer. for now, maybe 50% ready la kot. after all questions i buat, bole la kot. jangan esok dia kuar lain macam suda la. mmg la baru 1st test tp saya mau deans list!!


btw, i would like to ask people yg reading my blog here, im 22 years old this year, bapekah limit umur seorang lelaki untuk ku buat jadi special one? any limit? or chenta tak kenal usia? muahaha. nanite yall.

No Bebel

Have u ever felt like u want to turn back time,

and try to fix it?

Without hurting people,

or hurting yourself.

And once u turn back,

There is nothing to change about.

My Friday

Hello

Pagi lagi dah bangun. eh not so pagi la. around 9am i woke up then pegi MATRADE for sending my bro's resume. kenapa tak pos je? SEBAB DUE DATE NYE DIS COMING MONDAY. hampeh nye kekanda. dia dah takde mase, haku juge dijadikan posmen. ni nak cite bout this MATRADE. my 1st time jugak la masuk this building. selama ni kalo takat bangunan kerajaan tepi2 tu pnah la p. masuk je tny guard kat ne nak anta this resume. dia ckp kat west wing so i took left then ade la parking spaces for visitors. i pun masuk la parking itu. sebelum enter this parking lot, kene bayar la of course. rm 3 per entry. dah park kete kire nye this west wing ni btol2 depan parking. jalan tak sampai pun 3 minit. tgk pada alamat depan envelope 17th floor. so i p la masuk bangunan tu. skali pak guard depan pintu masuk bangunan kata anta kat bilik kecik tepi pintu ni je. tapayah naik. letak atas kosi. pastu dah. soalannya disini, ADAKAH BERBALOI RM3 aku? hahahaha bukan kata nak berkire. i pegi tak sampai 3 minit. ingat kene naik ke ape ke. patot la byk je kete park tepi divider kejap then letak then blah. huhu klaka2.

pastu balik dari matrade mak ajak p giant hypermarket. hah macam2 la mak memborong. bese la mak mak ni musti la beli makanan2, anak dara dia nan sorang ni suke pegi lorong coklat, biskut, ngan mainan kanak2. nape? sbb teringin mau main dam ular. asal datang je giant rase mau beli. tp ade ke yg nak men lg? cukup la daku bawak uno card ke hulu ke hilir ekekek.

akhernye, ni la yg daku beli kat giant. hak hak ntah la nak buat ape pasnih ngan natang ni. tp kiut je. for rm3.99 hehehe

pastu balik giant, mak ajak p jusco plak. hah hape lagikkk. sesi mengepau telah tibe. sempat la daku mengepau bonda 2 pasang baju dan hajak mak makan mekdi ekekeke. idop ku indah arini. tp letih gak la sbb smalam tido kul 5am. tp oleh kerana dah dpt baju dan full tank petrol. hape lagi nak kan? muahahaha. kwn2 mari kite p poye2.

eh oopS! kalo nak poye2 pun lepas abes kelas ganti saya esok okek. i only available after 11am. esok no weekend for me because i have to wake up early. huwaaaaa.

lepas satu, satu lagi datang..

hello2. hi readers. finally dah pun weekend (my weekend starts on thursday nite sbb tade kelas for friday) A bit busy week for me i guess. last monday im not feeling well. then last wednesday i had a fever. short fever. maybe demam tak jadi hehe. i mean cume angin sepoi demam je lalu. maybe masa dah rase mcm nak demam tu i minum air masak banyak2. so skang hanyalah siyes selesema. hahah i took clarinase as usual. so flu nye agak heavy and i cant smell anything. hoho. guess kan, for the past 2 months, saya selalu sakit. what happen ek ngan my antibody? kene ujan sket, demam. kuar lewat malam sket, flu. minum ais lebey sket, batuk. gimanakah caranye utk mengembalikan antibody yg kuat? any suggestions?

what ive done in this week. did my research test. did my intro to business test, did my assignments yg due this week. and td supposely i abes kelas at 12.30pm, i tros stayback at library for extra tutor from leely. Damn weak in economics. siyesly, i really2 not into this subject since sekolah lagik. masa diploma pun cukup makan je. degree ni mana leh cukup makan! i nak dapat dean's list. sbb my mom dah janji nak belikan brand new watch. kenapa jam tangan? sbb im very fussy dlm memakai jam tangan. i pnah beli 4 utas jam je dlm masa dari skola menengah. kang tipu lak kalo kata dari zaman kanak2. zaman kanak2 op kos la pakai jam katun2 hehehe. anyway 3 jam yg sebelum ni sume dah tade. tinggal la sang jam nan satu nih. mak tanak belikan dah sbb previous watches either cicir, jatuh dan cicir lagik. hahaha. siyes mak marah tau. 4th jam ni pun mak beli masa i dah part 6 kat diploma. advance hadiah for grad. hahahahaha. nape kene tunggu dean's list baru nak dpt jam? sbb my mom dun simply gives apa saja saya mintak. sobs sobs. and baru la fun kan sbb take it as challenge.

so tadi blaja econs. i tatau single thing pun bout this subject tau. pity leely sbb kene ajar i basic2 things. ye la dulu i pun tak amik add math. ade yg ckp kalo pnah amik statistik, mesti bleh buat this econs. the problem is, i managed to get an A for my stats, tp econs ni mcm takleh je. NO! I CAN DO IT!

well remember tak my previous post? pasal im looking for a local company yg go for global? anne ada bagi suggestion kan? but unfortunately Petronas dah ade group yg pilih. lecturer tu asked us to choose Proton. ala boring nyerh! any other suggestions? since readers sini banyak yg dah keje, so pls pls do help me. Conditions nye musti la a local company and go for globalisation. doing international business. Maxis, MAS, Air Asia pun dah ade org amik. help me on this pls. thank you.

about my research proposal, direject dengan selambe nye oleh lecturer itu. the topic is fine. but he asked for a bit alteration kat our proposal b4 move on to next step. tu pun kene siapkan ASAP. nak tau tajuk? Islamic Banking among Non Muslims. hahaha skema? well i found it a bit interesting.

i should stop here. hope i have a relaxing weekend and good health. thanks for reading.

i had a..

i had a stomach ache since yesterday. siyes saket. dari ke ptg bawak ke pagi ni saket. memulas mulas. so i decided not to go to class today. aiyak saket woOoO.

so arini i went to the clinic. as usual, my favority Klinik Azian jumpe ngan Dr. Arniza. yey! saket la apa je, sume aku usulkan pada dia. (maap tade gambo mcm kak meghah) hahhahah puas la dia check sana sini, tekan2 perot, ketok2 perot. so dia bg la mcm2 pil, dan mcm2 vitamin. saket ape? hahaha pk sendiri la oi! bile smalam dah p kenduri kawen je. hehehe

anyway bukan tu nak citekan. sementara nengah nunggu turn jumpe doktor, aku terpandang la satu family. a young couple wit a daughter. i guess dlm 3-4 bulan kot anak dia nih. well mummy and daddy nye mude lagik. i guess gak akhir 20's. hala sangat la penyayang daddy nye. cuit2 anak, cium2 anak, gomol2 anak. ye la arini kan ari senin. musti keje, tp dia teman gak wife dia bawak anak jumpe doktor.

musti ada pk cmni 'ala mude lagi, bleh la. cube masok anak 3-4, hah siap la' tp at least nampak la si bapak nampak moden. dgn suar pendek, siper jepun je. mak nye suar kargo, siper, tshir and tudung. simple je nengok. anak dia mak aih domokkkkk!! hehehe.

bile nengok family ni kan, terpk plak pasal haku yg masih disini. 22 years old, tade bf, tade kenen2, tade seeing sumone pun. bosan gak gile sorang2 nih. bile kwn2 kebanyakan dah ade partner, tp kadang2 pk positip, sampai masa, ade la tu. cume belom jumpe je. tp kadang2 dah tak larat nak pk positip dah. sape kata blaja kat ipt senang dpt bopren? kenen2 kan ai pls. hehehe saya masih single and abailabel

Korang Caya Tak...

halo2. ni hao ma? wo hen hao. xiexie. ni qu nali? <--- awak apa kabar, saya sangat baik. terima kasih. awak dari mana?

anyway, korang caya tak warna bleh memberi kesan pada seseorang? well dulu aku bagai tak caya. bukan tak caya, cume kurang percaya sbb aku tade feveret kaler. tade specific kaler even blog nih kaler pink. setiap objek yg aku pilih slalunye bedasarkan bile mate aku pandang. bile bende tu lawa di kaler ijau, ijau la aku beli. bile ungu, ungu la aku beli.

tp ada la sorang wanita ni kan. sungguh la fanatik ngan merah. hah ape? ong? gamaknye le. dari ke baju, skirt, beg, kasut heels, kasut sukan, squash racket, accessories, senduk periuk, tupperware, dinding umah, baju anak2, baju laki, toys anak2 hah sume la merah. gile sporting laki nye dan anak anak nye. hehehe. fanatik mak nye kpd merah tak henti kat sini weh. ade la 2-3 gelaran org panggey. kire nama btol dah tenggelam sket la dek kerana nama glemer dia. ade yg panggey Kak Red, Red Mummy, kadang2 Red Diva. Diva ke? hah tgk la sendiri.

personally, aku sangatlah admire ngan her lifestyle. she is a very busy woman yet and very responsible wife and mummy. even i dont really know her closely, by reading her blog shows that she is enjoying her life. dikurniakan with a very sporting and hensem husband (kak red nye ayat) and two little kids, abang & gegirl. and u know sumthing bout her? dia sangat lah hyperactive. rajin bersokan nih akak meghah ni. dari ke squash, badminton, bola tampar sampai ke futsal dia blasah main. apa nak kire, she was a fear factor lady. korang tgk tak?

korang tak caya lagi? haish. believe it ok. i will show u betapa fanatiknye this petite lady wit red color.

MUST SEE THIS!

to kak red, may all ur dreams come true and may Allah bless u always =)

p/s arini tade pape posting pasal my life coz bg a special tribute for someone yg i admire =)

2nd posting

hey ya.

i just came home from a jalan jalan with my 2 friends. satu laki satu pompan. well actually tak rancang. tup2 men pegi je.

PETANG

pegi minum2 ngan kwn2 kat area umah. bese la, ujung minggu baru bleh jumpe sebab ade yg balik umah. ye la ade yang luar dari sngor tempat menimba ilmu nye. ade yg mmg dah lama tak jumpe even dekat je tempat blaja nye. so arini tibe2 sume pun free. yg dah lama tak jumpe pun ye, yg baru smalam jumpe ye, yg ari2 jumpe kat fakulti pun ye. hehe well sort of happy hour la to us. ade dkat 3 minggu sume tak kumpul same. ade je la yg nak diborakkan. so as usual lepak kat oldtown kopitiam. i had curry mee with ice milk tea. yummy! curry mee dia kalah la kat pasar2 malam tu. ekekeke other people pun makan juge. plus ade la sorang ni bwk kek coklat dari grand blue wave hotel. dpt la merasa sket. ye la se slice je kot ye pun. sorang dua tige cubit udah le. toksah lebey2.

ni sidah with alan. gamba nak kontrobersi je. tp bile tgk, sbenanye tak kena pun (takot awek si laki ni jeles hahahahah tp aku mmg saje post sini)

alan & adik (we call him adik ikot family dia. but i pun adik gak? but since dia lebey adik) ehehehe. lama gile tak jumpe ini 2 lelaki.

sarip,unoewho,nadia. well we luv taking pitcha together. for this pose je ade 5 kot? this is the best for 3 of us. ehehehe






Malam






went to the curve with 2 friends. sbb p the curve? sgt la teringin p makan cendol kat little penang kafe. sangat la sedap weh. oleh kerana masih kenyang makan curry mee, i order pietee, other friends, rice and rojak. puas je makan cendol nye. kire layaaannn ah.

my yummy cendol and pietee. yey! sedapppppp!

hah mase kuar dari the curve, sume pintu dah tutup tau except for satu pintu nih. so we have to jalan jauuuhhhh p parking. and ni la 1st time happen. kami betige tak ingat kat mana kete berada hahahaha. kami tau kat basement 1, tp tatau huruf ape. ye la bese kite kuar pintu yg kite masuk kan? ni tidak. melilau weh. tawaf satu parking kete basement 1. kurus sket! hahaha

then, kitorang p uptown damansara. to be honest i never been there. so alang alang dah p damansara, singgah la skali. nothing much to buy and nothing much interesting. tp jalan2, ok la. skada cuci2 mata, cuci2 tinge dgr org karaoke. klaka mmg klaka tp diorang berani ape nak nyanyi2 nih. aku? JGN LAH HARAP.

ok its time to sleep. babai. thanks for reading.

My Life is...

hello2

my life will be simple if i do my own business by myself, i dun disturb people, i manage to get good score for my studies, im in a good healh and NOBODY ANNOYED ME! siyesly. i hate when people keep pushing me. senang cite, bile aku tak kaco org, org jgn kaco aku. simple as that. i dun have to follow anybody's schedule coz i do have my own schedule. actually i dun wanna be a so called drama queen ke, perfectwoman ke, emotional woman ke, but hey, at least respect my own life. let me decide. so stop bugging me!

but, other's life might be simple, by depending on others. yo dude! get a life la. kalo sume org mau sediakan, suapkan, persembahkan depan mata, what kind of life u got here? u know what, maybe si org yg depend ko tak kata pape, so ko pun semakin suke nak depends on others arm. tp perlu ke sampai kene sound ke, kene marah ke? im not saying this like i tak depend on other people. but sometimes, some reason and some manner, u have to be independent. if not, u are sort of annoying to me. well if mcm ko tak paham blaja, so nak blaja sama, dats ok for me. or u're not sure which color of shoes u have to buy 1st. bleh la org tlg. kalo kadang2 tiny simple task pun org mau tlg dlm idop ko. ni serupe esok luse kalo kawen, aku kene duduk 1 umah gak ngan ko coz ko tatau nak kunci jam. so aku yg kene kejutkan ko laki bini.

however, i knew there are many people out there who reading dis are very independent person. u dun have to lean on anyone. yeah sometimes mmg kite perlukan a shoulder to cry on. but sometimes it is easier to settle it by own than by getting other people involved. because we learn through experience.

p/s bukak pose aritu mak masak tomyam! yey. bes nye dpt makan sedap2

Me & Myself

hello. Samat Petang sume. arini tade kelas. esok pun tade kelas. sbb sume lecturer yg ngajar p Port Dickson. ada seminar bla bla. wow! canggeh kan sampai p PD bagai. canggeh lagi utk kami. tayah p kelas. muahahaha.

well ive told before about my arguement with my own mom. how i never talked to anybody in the house and did i told u how LONELY i am? yes. i have to admit. when family is not around, u will lost. siyesly. u have to keep quiet in ur own house. u cant share tv moment wit mom. u cant rebut2 channel tv.tak makan semeja. so after 1 week i berpk and atas nasihat fren on mine. i decided to tegor my mom. ye la, lgpun dah lebey 3 hari. i tau jugak dosa ngan pahala ni. malam td la i tego dia with a question. "mak air nenas smalam dah abes?" ekekekekke intro weh. bukan senang ni. pastu tros la bercakap. and btw baru td dia ajak i p umah aunty. but lepas dia tau i pose tros kata tak jadi la. nnt nak masak lagi. hehehe i luv u mom!

oleh sebab kite tak bercakap ngan seluruh family, kite tatau apa jadi dgn dunia sekeliling except dunia kite je. malam td baru i tau, ayah jiran sebelah umah i dah pun ninggal dunia sabtu aritu. i wouldnt no if i tak tego my mom kan? no wonder no body at home. susah gak nak bayangkan dunia tanpa family nih. i lap them very much cume kdg2 ego ni membataskan diri. i should relax more and calm down a bit.

well arini saya pose. tak saba nak tunggu apa masakan mak ngan abah. yey! have a nice day. thanks for reading

p/s LESTAT!!! jawapan teka teki mmg nyaketkan ati

I Dont Love You

Well, when you go

Don't ever think

I'll make you try to stay

And maybe when you get back

I'll be off to find another way

And after all this time that you still owe

You're still the good-for-nothing I don't know

So take your gloves and get out

Better get out

While you can

When you go

Would you even turn to say

I don't love you

Like I didYesterday

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading

So sick and tired of all the needless beating

But baby when they knock you

Down and outIt's where you oughta stay

And after all the blood that you still owe

Another dollar's just another blow

So fix your eyes and get up

Better get up

While you can

When you go

Would you even turn to say

I don't love you

Like I didYesterday

Well come on, come on

When you go

Would you have the guts to say

I don't love you

Like I loved youYesterday

p/s no turning back since u walked away